Just when I thought everything in my life was finally perfect, I get in a huge argument with my mom and she starts hitting and throwing shit at me then proceeds to tell me to get the hell out because she doesn’t want my “sin shit” in her house. I thought with time she would come around to me being gay, but it’s just gotten worse. It fucking sucks, but that’s life right?

I had an amazing night with my baby. we watched my week with Marylin and shared a few glasses of wine and cuddled :) I’m so in love, it’s the most amazing feeling in the world. So what I’m in love with a woman, she’s beautiful and smart, and treats me the way I deserve to be treated, she makes me beyond happy. good night tumblr :)

When I think about my future, I see it as a story about someone else. I don’t see myself fulfilling my goals, I see it being played out as a story of a little girl who used to be insecure and not believe in herself, but somewhere along the way she transforms into this beautiful confident woman and accomplishes everything she wants in life.

I never really thought i’d get that far, with my depression and what not, I never got excited about my future, I would set goals and have ideas about what I want to do in the future, just to please others and make them think I was normal. Not once did I actually believe in the goals or think I could do it.

Now’s the time where I need to grow up and realize that the world isn’t going to wait for me. I need to take my life into my own hands, I need to start seeing that girl in the story as myself. 

quit judging me and worry about your own damn self.  just because I choose to be different and it makes me happy doesn’t mean that I have an “unrealistic view of reality”.